But maybe the game is really not over?
I have to be honest here, still moving on and on and on… He was smart but playing all.. games!,.. and which I don’t know the rules. I guess then, I’m picking the wrong man.
BLAH!
Relationships are not all about games. Games are empowering if you know what you’re doing you can actually control the situation.
Where are all the great guys go?
"I wonder if they think of him like the way he think of them."
Why can’t we just be one? Blood is thicker than water so what is there to fight? I was so upset upon hearing the issue. He said, "it doesn’t matter if they want it, I just want to be visible".
You are the first one, so you should understand. You already got a thing so why don’t you spare something. She gave you all each part so why not just be satisfied. Did one of you ever think of him too?
He keeps tell’n me, it’s good to not argue with something. And he just want them to consider him as one of them since he is. Ever since as what I’ve heard, never did he got something except for some help and a bit of support that he still treasured and appreciated. Reason why they hated this person and likewise. It’s all about the past.
Characters them, he and this person are the idols of the next generation in the family. I wish that they can be mature enough to know that they, as our role model shall take the responsibility as oldest. I wish that he can speak his mind. I wish that this person will learn to move on.
So let’s fight this selfish thing. They, should return what belongs to him. And he will share it to them. This person realizing that they are not bad at all might open the heart leads to forgiveness. Love is the most powerful thing that can bring us back together once and for all. And the next generation? The role model of the world ^_~.
6 YEARS 090801 ..
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:Yes, I am still amazed that I have you.
:It’s still hard to understand how you chose me. How after just one short conversation you knew I was meant for you.
:I’ve never been with someone who suited me so perfectly. A part of you has become part of me and that is enough.
:I want you to know how much you’ve opened my eyes and helped me truly see myself. Until now, my life has been an undecided back-and-forth, and now I know that I’ve wasted too much time. But now my direction seems clear, and I have confidence in my future.
:The past doesn’t seem to matter anymore. You’ve made me see possibilities I would never have imagined before.
:Yes, I want to please you. But it’s through pleasing you that I’ll become a better and stronger person. There is nothing I want more than to transform myself through you. You challenge me to grow beyond myself and leave my weaker self behind. I will show you how beautiful I can be, and I will show you how brilliant I can become. This way, I know I’ll always have your love. Mahal na mahal kita. Tsup
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.. 2 YEARS 011206
DOLPHINS
Hello everyone! Gotch here. I was browsing earlier and thought of my multiply. So, I opened it and got a message from a friend. He sent me this link where you can watch the video and read all the details and stories about it.
My boyfriend and I are now signed on this petition for saving the dolphins. As of now, I visited the page and they have 1,400 signatures. But then still a long way to go for the goal of 500,000 signatures.
So if ya’ll are animal lovers or if you do care, please do help us out!
http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k34/gotchonline/candymag/petition.jpg
Petition: http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/553308273
Video: http://youtube.com/watch?v=85srTdF5YXQ
Thank you.
Dear Gretch,
You’re about to decide whether you will stay single for like months or just hold on sacrificing with the long distance relationship and be paranoid all the time. You will have to tell your boyfriend, Jambe, for a cool off. When you do, he’ll say no because it’s the same thing as breaking up. And then, you will agree and say fine. You’ll cry and beg, "Please don’t do this and that anymore." He’ll be so cold again reminding the past which he don’t understand how scary it is to you. There are times you will unplug your phone again without knowing the reasons why your heart is beating so fast which leads to paranoia. I know you’re afraid that the history will repeat itself, and if that roller coaster stop again, you must know that it hurts to the core. You’ve been there done that, you should be ready and face the reality. One day, you’ll suddenly stop crying because you’re living, taking care of yourself, and working toward your goal. You’ll realize you can feel good-no, great-without a boyfriend. The next thing you know, Jambe will try to win you back that he wants to be with you. At that moment you’ll realize you don’t have space in your life for someone who keeps giving you pain and reminding yourself that you can never be with someone who cheated on you loads. You’ll learn that a lot of things in life are temporary, like a lousy boyfriend and the issues with him and not to let something temporary affect you permanently. You may hurt for a couple weeks or let’s say months, but you don’t know what true love is until you’ve been heartbroken. All the bad experiences will make you enjoy the good things you’ve been blessed with so much more. But you should always come first. And if a guy is meant to be in your life, he will be.
xo, Me!
THE SITE IV
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I think I want to be a man! Say what?! lol. Although jokes are half meant..n0w you knoW it’s false! So, um.. After all the hardwork? ahaha, well, yeah, twisting and squeezing mind is tough lolx. I’m talking about my all time favorite html. I’ll never forget my professors who helped out. Actually, some are hardly can’t remember but because I’m very interested, it keeps coming back and at the same time I’m still learning, improving my knowledge while figur’n the functions of every tags. Wow! I’m such a computer geek…whoa-whoah, hold up! Not exactly. Tantararan..After 2 and a half days, finally, it’s done. I would love to show you the work of the ultimate html queen lol, joke! http://gotchonline.net.tc
How many stitches are there inside a broken heart? Well if you know the answer im me..haha. That huge helmet left a mark on the front from the crack in the middle. So, why am i tell’n you this? I’m help’n you out to answer that riddle *wewewe* ( deal or no deal wewe last episode haha ). Doesn’t make sense. Does it? Gosh, I need a break haha. My mind is not work’n right now. heLP!!!
Let’s face it, I’m stupid! I have a strong huge helmet with a bit of crack now in the middle hahaha. Mind break’n it for me please?
This day is a happy one for me. Eventhough we didn’t got the chance for that once in a lifetime winning, that’s okay, atleast nobody is disappointed, oh well, kind of =p.. As I remember those hatred days, I just wanna correct something that has not given the chance of explaining. There was this sitch that I asked something which is in a good way and all I got is the bad situation coming from someone who is more mature than I. That was not an honest mistake though. I still wonder why the conversation went in that way. That person changed everything and even told everybody at home what had happened. I was standing at the door watching how they gossip about me. I’m so sad about it because I even didn’t got the chance to fight for what is right but I love them so much and I still keep on asking myself what’s with me that they don’t like at all? I seem so good with everything. I’m not perfect but trying to be the best. But past had gone for years and I wanted to free myself from hat’n the memories I had with people like them. Perhaps, whenever I talked to them, I’m very genuine. I know they love me too and they’re just human that includes me ofcourse. Anyway, the bottom line is that I’m willing to forgive and forget.
